Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Exhausted

...feel rather tired recently..I'd been thinking too much recently I guess..Mentally cramped and kept looping the same problem and the useless solutions. They keep playing in my head and non stop drawing my attention.

I feel useless,helpless and going into the dead end in my life. Where shall I get the answer from? I know the answer could only be found in myself...but,why am I keep drawing away and escaping from the truth? The truth could hurt I know, but could someone give me the courage to face the truth? I have just too much to say about this...and I am so tired about this..No matter what is going to happen in the future,Please forgive me for the decision I make.

.......someone who's drowning......

8 comments:

  1. 530AM posting at your blog,quite a workout before going to work,or rest for 1 day?
    If thinking too much does not solve it,then maybe rest for a while will find out sth unexpected.so don be afraid and always step forward,any decision made comes with its own reason.**be BRAVE!!!** :-)

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  2. thnak you..It was indeed powerful words..

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  3. No matter how much we want to, it's not always possible to come out with a decision that is ideal for all parties involved. Sometimes, we inevitably end up hurting one party just to save another. Sometimes even, we will be faced with situations to which there are no apparent right or wrong decisions.

    Having said that...

    What most of us fear is making the wrong decision, fear of making a decision that would scar someone--be it ourselves or someone else. Perhaps, it is also the same fear that holds you back from facing the truth. True courage then is being able to make the decision knowing that there will be a probability of making the wrong one, and going forward by facing the consequences thereafter. I guess... this is the courage you need.

    Therefore--be brave! Do not be afraid of making the wrong decision. All the best! :)

    (Sorry, I know this is sudden. I usually refrain from commenting... but this time, I feel the need to.)

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  4. Thank you..I guess I understand the msg you are trying to pass to me..and yet,I need time to remove obstacles that are holding me back from the decision.Thank you so much..at least I know there is someone here with me..=)

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  5. just ring me WHENEVER WHATEVER WHEREVER you need me~ hope my laughter fades your worries and everything,unhappiness..but dear, you have to be strong and face it..not too worry..I know God always creates a way out for us..confess if you really feeling helpless..it will be slightly more comfy and relief somehow..yamcha yamcha this weekend yea! i gonna hug you tightttttttttttttttttt!!!!

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  6. it's really rare to see li theen comments.such a meaningful one as always when she give us her thought.

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  7. Pei Ling is smiling and yet..I still need time..=) Thank you so so much for all the comments..Thanks for standing by my side..

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  8. i lurve pAiling's grinss~~~~ loveliest!

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