Saturday, May 30, 2009

Saturday2Friday

It was indeed a memorable week since the day I started to work. Has been a tiring month sitting in the office whole day long and did nothing much. Always wanted a trip or an outing so badly but in the same time feel rather tired after working hours.
..but I had a meaningful week from last Saturday to this friday..though not much has been done but I simply enjoy the fun..
starting from last Saturday...
Had a small group gathering with my secondary school mates...Spent almost one whole day with them in Sunway Pyramid...Chit chatting and most of the time we spent are in restaurants...3 different restaurants altogether...
Sunday....
Went to sing k with the same group of friends...Annie,Chui Yoong,Chui yoong's boyfriend (not boyfriend and not friend)'s friend(very complicated)..and my boyfriend...we spent 4hours in the small lil' room...shouting like crazy(not me lar)..
Wednesday....
Went to Chui Yoong's course night...=) Forgot to capture down her talent..but only some pretty girls..=P

Chui yoong,me,ann nee



me


This one simply take from my supervisor's car...=0

Thursday.....

Chingy,Yapie,Ting Poh and his friend came all the way from Seremban for clubbing...but before that we went for dinner at Nando's.. Thanks to Yapie for giving me a ride to and fro from Sunway...sorry for not joining you guys for clubbing...I am a no no to clubbing...but I would prefer a trip instead..*blink blink*

Friday....

Almost fainted in the office that night...so tiring..=.= Hungry+Tired+Sleepy+Headache
Missed PiTUM meeting...and still,went for midnight show after that..Terminator Salvation...not bad lar...=) enjoyed that night although very very super extremely tired...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Especially for you, Li Theen

..I just couldn't resist and you came into my mind out of my control..Do you know how much I appreciate you? How much I wanted to Thank God for sending you into my life? How much hurt I could bear to for losing you?

I just couldn't phrase words that I'd been keeping in my heart all these while. The appreciation that couldn't be bought elsewhere. I just couldn't bear no more for the gift that God has sent me. I love you dear friend.

I wish I could have more time to spend with you. I appreciate the time you spent for me. The efforts you sacrificed just to see me smile.Words from you that blessed,encouraged and enlighten me .

You are the greatest gift that God has sent me. The debt that I couldn't repay. The love that never could anyone replace. You are a blessing from heaven. You are my angel. Agree with me, you deserve this.

I miss those time I spent with you. I will treasure them forever. You! are the one I would never want to lose. FOREVER.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

The fat COCKROACH

...guess what? I never expect this thing would happen in my life..=.=
When I was having dinner at 'wong kok' restaurant, and half way enjoying my drinks, a super heavy cockroach drop by on my head and say 'hello' to me...that was terrible,horrible and what-so-ever

I just can't stop imagining the situation..the cockroach is so heavy that it has actually caused my head to bend on the other side...and wondering what is that..before I am manage to shout...er..scream..it has flew to another girl's head and say 'hello' to the girl as well..the girl didnt manage to reply the 'hello' but the other girl sitting at the opposite replied for her...as usual,shouted and ran away..

This is soooo scary as cockroach is the most scary insect in the world( for me). Please..no more cockroach for me..=(

Monday, May 18, 2009

HELP!!!

I thought i was brave and tough enough to stand on my feet in facing problems...but the outcome has clearly proved that I am not..I am just an idiot that creates problem rather than solving it..I was happy that because I thought i has solved it..but under some circumstances, I soon realised that I was escaping the problem rather than solving it..now I had created another problem..

I feel sorry for those I hurted..deeply truly badly...I don't know how can I make up for that as I know I couldn't unless I make up my mind..sorry sorry and sorry..i think that's the only thing I could say for now..

Things around me just doesn't allow me to make up my mind..could someone bring me out?I am trapped..I need help..I feel unsecure..Feel like no one is with me..I am standing all alone..I feel empty...but pls....pls don't give up for now...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Exhausted

...feel rather tired recently..I'd been thinking too much recently I guess..Mentally cramped and kept looping the same problem and the useless solutions. They keep playing in my head and non stop drawing my attention.

I feel useless,helpless and going into the dead end in my life. Where shall I get the answer from? I know the answer could only be found in myself...but,why am I keep drawing away and escaping from the truth? The truth could hurt I know, but could someone give me the courage to face the truth? I have just too much to say about this...and I am so tired about this..No matter what is going to happen in the future,Please forgive me for the decision I make.

.......someone who's drowning......

Monday, May 11, 2009

As Requested

Is your birthday day 1 of the month?
> Your Life< You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something; everything else has to wait.This is your quality; But if you learn to be; more patient and complete what you have started; you will be successful in life
>Your Love < You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you; will hardly get a chance; to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme.You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your statement. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
>Your Life < You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem.
>Your Love < Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.

Is your birthday day 3 of the month?
>Your Life < Although you are innocent and romantic but your statement often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know; the real you.You are careful and patient.
>Your Love< Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.

Is your birthday day 4 of the month?
>Your Life < You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.
>Your Love < Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
>Your Life < Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.
>Your Love < Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.

Is your birthday day 6 of the month?
>Your Life < You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others.Your imagination is extremely unique.
>Your Love < Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship.Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.

Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
>Your Life < You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations.Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.
>Your Love < You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
>Your Life < You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.
>Your Love < Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.

Is your birthday day 9 of the month?
>Your Life < You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your trueself. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you; until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow.
>Your Love < You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none.You have luck with children.

Is your birthday day 10 of the month?
>Your Life < You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed.
>Your Love < You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.

Is your birthday day 11 of the month?
>Your Life < You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.
>Your Love < You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.

Is your birthday day 12 of the month?
>Your Life <>
Your Love < You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.

Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
>Your Life < You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.
>Your Love < Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.

Is your birthday day 14 of the month?
>Your Life < You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.
>Your Love < You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.

Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
>Your Life <>Your Love < You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.

Is your birthday day 16 of the month?
>Your Life < You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.
>Your Love < You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style.

Is your birthday day 17 of the month?
>Your Life < You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others'life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.
>Your Love < Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.

Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
>Your Life < At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.
>Your Love < You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.

Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
>Your Life < You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.
>Your Love < You love life is rather different from others. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.

Is your birthday day 20 of the month?
>Your Life < You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else.
>Your Love < You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
>Your Life < You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.
>Your Love < You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart.

Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
>Your Life < You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn.You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.
>Your Love < You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.

Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
>Your Life < You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.
>Your Love < Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.

Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
>Your Life < You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.
>Your Love < Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

Is your birthday day 25 of the month?
>Your Life <>Your Love < You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.

Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
>Your Life < You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after.
>Your Love < You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.

Is your birthday day 27 of the month?
>Your Life < You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.
>Your Love < You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
>Your Life < You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
>Your Love < You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.

Is your birthday day 29 of the month?
>Your Life < You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you.
>Your Love < You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous, these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.

Is your birthday day 30 of the month?
>Your Life < You are always surrounded by a circle of friends.You are friendly and funto be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.
>Your Love < You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.

Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
>Your Life < Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.
>Your Love < You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Friday, May 8, 2009

What your Zodiac says about you?

VIRGO - The PerfectionistDominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. (this is mine )

GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

I am closed to negative thoughts!

Human is the most complicated creature in the world. We will never ever satisfied with what we have. We want to have a partner when we are alone. We want to have freedom when we are in a relationship. It goes the same to those who are pursuing their acedemic and even for those who are working. Yes, this is human's nature.

Aiming for a better things or better life or whatever is a normal nature for Homosapiens. But why there are peoples always regret for their past? Always talking about "if only" and comparing themselves with other peoples. Isn't it tired to do so? Why can't we just look forward and try our best to improve rather than just kept saying "if only" and comparing? It would not make us any better by doing that. We will just cause other people to suffer together with us mentally.

Why can't we just take everything that we have, treasure it so that we would not regret in the future and continuously regret for the things that we had regreted having it? Ya, it's simpler to say than do. I am trying my best also.

Instead of being regret why don't we take an action to mitigate the regret"ness"? For an example, stop doing what we are doing that we felt regret of, or if we can't then just keep going and continue with a gratitude heart. Just stop complaining and look forward and not backward.

Do not let our thought torture peoples around us! Let us be the blessing to others and not bugs that people need to fix in their lives.Thanks for listening to what I am thinking and sorry if I said something wrong. All the best and keep going friends!

Cheers =)

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Fan sheng's piece of art!

Exam is over and I was expecting something fun and excited. It doesn't seems to be as fun as I'd thought..Feeling excited as I am going to work on monday but in the same time I feel lazy..=.="
I am so confuse with myself..and yes, we went to a few places after final exam...

We first went for dinner as usual..It has been like our daily routine these days..


The day after...

In order to accommodate Kai Sien and Shook Yean's time table, we went back to UM just to take the typical after-final exam-Photos...but this time the background is abit different..."2008" has been changed to "2009"..( so that you can understand our effort) >.<
To view more,please log In to facebook as I couldn't upload too many photos here..(khoo_pl@hotmail.com)

All of us except Wai chor while Li Theen is the camera person

can see me?I am chipsmore (now you see,now you don't..ok,that's lame)

...now what?

Fan Sheng has talent!!

with his Little Piggy Wife..opps..Canon 400D,
He has made me my own album..which I appreciate it soooooo much...Below are only 2 pages..but it's gonna be more..I guess..I hope...=P


Fan Sheng's piece of art

Fan sheng's piece of art 2

Thank you Kai sien...for being the lamp post..^^