I'm all alone

..and I wonder why these thing continuously happen one after another..am i been thinking too much? or am I been putting them the highest priority in my life? shall I change the way i see things or shall i just ignore whatever that are happening around me? Can I have back my own feelings at least here in my blog?

People come and go throughout our lives..Making every story in life the best isn't that easy...We have to sacrifice our own feeling sometimes in order to gain a good memory in life. But the matter is that, is every sacrifices made worthwhile and how many times can we sacrifice everything without hurting our ownselves? How long can you hold back your own feelings in order to make others feel better? Am i still a human that have my own feeling? So what if yes? I couldn't even have my own feelings at times..I don't even have the priority to show my temper or my mood to others..I have to bear it all alone all the time..and I can just hide myself with my tears kept dropping where there is only my pillow here with me..I can only share my feeling with my pillow..Is there any shoulder for me to lie on and release my feeling?

I feel so tired at things that happened..I don't even know what I can do to solve those..I'm weak..I need people to care for as well...Is anyone out there realised my existance? Do I exist? or am I just someone that have no sadness for others? Only happiness all the way? No! I am human too...
I don't want to lose anyone that I appreciate..I tried my best..do everything I could..keep my feeling to my ownself..but why? Why I am the only one who have to bear this? Is this really my own problem? If there is by any chance I could have my own choice, I wish I've never exist in this world.


Yes, it could probably my own problem..I shall choose to shut my mouth up and talk nothing, do nothing when I don't need to. Go on with my life..go on with the future that God has planned for me..Live an ordinary life...and thats it..sorry for exploding all the sad feelings that I'd been keeping to myself all these while here and thank you for bearing with me..

This would best describe my broken heart

my Nobel Laureate

...can't help but to share out with you guys..I had a great bunch of friends that taking the same course as me in UM...stop wondering why i still have the mood and time to blog instead of rushing for assignments..yes yes..I know some of you might say "cheh", why not? But as for me, I just can't.

Back to the topic...I just want to say thanks to a few person here...In fact, they are my nobel Laureate..

I feel proud to have them as my friends in uni..not only for sharing happiness but also pain..At this time,I'm sure all of them are rushing for assignments and scratching their head for the works they have.

Firstly i want to say thanks to Li Theen..She had been a great person for me..she is good in handling all the works...even the last minute work, she can still complete them perfectly..just perfectly..you wouldn't believe how the work was get done..especially the mail she sent us...no doubt that it was friendly, encouraging, and even motivating..you will agree with me when u read the below..

"Greetings!First of all, thanks a lot **** for having and taking the initiative to work on SQ while the rest of us are busy with other stuff. I've looked through the report for our first milestone and observed significant additions, especially in the SPI Overview section. Good job!
In regards to our first milestone, we still lack mainly case studies to answer or account for the other subsections required of us. Check out the checklist for milestone 1 (wkes3106-asmt-02-checklist-m01.doc) to see what I'm talking about. My suggestion would be for all of us to find the case studies and extract information that we can use within those studies, as I've iterated in the checklist.
Other than for the first milestone, don't forget that we also have to get the products of the second milestone ready by the same date (March 25, 2009). Check out the question (wkes3106-asmt-02-question.doc) to know what have to be completed by then. I'm not so sure how to go about milestone 2, so if you guys have any feedback on that, I'll be more than happy to hear from you.
So, to summarise... We have 3 main tasks now:
1. Search for case studies/journals
2. Extract information from those case studies/journals
3. Attempt milestone 2
Feel free to do whichever you want to, but tell me which you are doing. For task 1 and 2, please try to complete that by Monday evening. I'm very sorry for the short notice but we are behind time now.

I'm sending again the files that I have so far. I know that some of you already have them, so if you don't want to download this all over again, it's fine. I've also included our presentation slides on the 18th for the benefit of those who have not seen them yet.Happy working and thanks a lot everyone! :)

Cheers, Li Theen"

(*sorry Li Theen can't help but to put this up)
see....now you agree with me?
If i were to continue, i will flood up this blog...

Next, it would be Fan Sheng...thanks Fan Sheng for bearing the whole SPM registration system development..other that that, I would like to say sorry for not being helpful in this..I'm sure Wai Chor and Lik Kwang want to say this to you too...and in the same time, we miss your smile...

...to Lik Kwang, thanks for being a good leader for SPM project..thanks for being tolerate..No doubt you are a good leader..yes you are..you have made the Leadership Talk a success one..We've learned alot under your guidance...

...to Wai Chor, thanks for being helpful always...he will never say NO no matter when and what we ask for his help..He quickly answered YES when we ask for help...he is the 3W entertainer...he is smart..he do work seriously...

Please do not be jealous of me having them...=p
I wish i have a day to blog about them...
Lastly, I just want to say I love you guys as my friends..and i don't hope to lose anyone of you...

Keep running forward and cheers for 3W...

Earth Hour 2009 - What will you be doing?

Cuddling up with your loved ones and admiring the stars in the night sky or organising a treasure hunt in the dark? At 8:30pm on Saturday 28 March, people from all corners of the world will turn off their lights for one hour - Earth Hour - and cast their vote for action on climate change. Anybody can participate and join together with millions of people across the globe celebrating Earth Hour.

Earth Hour is about taking simple steps everyday that collectively reduce carbon emissions – from businesses turning off their lights when their offices are empty to households turning off appliances rather than leaving them on standby.

Here are 10 different ways to spend Earth Hour and reduce your carbon footprint:

1. Attend a local Earth Hour event or organise your own by throwing an Earth Hour street party with your neighbours

2. Gather family & friends for a night picnic in your local park and look at the stars

3. Enjoy a family dinner by candlelight

4. Organise a treasure hunt in the dark

5. Take the dog for a night walk

6. Have a candle-lit bath

7. Sit in the dark and share stories

8. Organise a family night playing board games

9. Share a romantic night in with your loved one

10. Upload your ‘on the night’ photos and videos to flickr and YouTube respectively, and then add them to the Earth Hour flickr group and the global YouTube Group.

Earth Hour Executive Director, Andy Ridley, is encouraging people to participate in whatever way they choose and to think beyond the hour.

“There are no hard and fast rules surrounding participation in Earth Hour. We only ask that you flick that switch and have fun doing whatever you choose to do during that time.

Make Earth Hour work for you. Families with young children should feel free to turn their lights off earlier than 8:30pm and for those having too much fun in the dark during the hour, don’t feel you have to limit yourself to one hour and switch back on at 9:30pm.


The above is quoted from www.earthhour.org

To find out more, please visit this site...
Let us, Malaysians show our love towards the earth by supporting Earth Hour 2009.

A LOVE, A VOTE

Wedding..not mine..

Here is some overview wedding photos to share out with you guys..Good things are meant to be shared remember?
This is my second sister in my family..and it is her "big" day.

...and all of us are busy taking photos...they are all my sis..we don't look alike at all right?

as you can see, a big family...my family..happy family..

and the disgusting one...

Here they are, the "brothers".. only hide at the corner...

Cinderella...
...and this is the cute one...isn't she cute?OMG...couldn't resist..

Do they look like a celebrity?

say Yay!

Sayonara...Bye bye..

save OUR planet,earth

Do you care about your planet? Have you ever wondered whether climate change is changing our home?The term Global warming is a misconception.Global warming doesn't mean that the planet is only going to get warmer, it is also getting colder, wetter and more unstable. Each of us as a part of this earth has the responsibilities to save our planet. So, do not ignore these responsibilities, take action to end this catastrophic crime against the earth for the sake of our future.

There are many ways or things that we can do to save our planet. Despite of the age, race, country, religion, and also gender.

Here are some ideas from me...

1) Bring your water bottle along with you (get rid of buying mineral water)

2)Paper recycling(Use the printed papers to write instead of new blank papers)
3)Save the trees(Read from the internet or the computer instead of printing out in papers)


4)Like this guy,say NO to plastic bag...

These are daily things that we normally did unconsciously..So,pass this message to peoples around you.When you see them doing things they shouldn't that are contributing in destroying the earth, tell them,"save the planet".

Make a difference. Take action now..throw away your "tidak apa" attitude.
We work together to save our planet earth.

"SAVE OUR PLANET , SO SAVE OURSELVES"

The 'REAL' surprise

There are too many for me to say about this. Therefore, i'd decided not to say too much and let these photos do their job....

Before that, let me emphasize on this..for those who have heart illness,please do not practise this at home...don't say i didn't warn you....

At first, everything goes just pretty normal as you can see from the photo, but someone who is holding the camera has started on his plan quietly...took this photo without me noticing...that was dangerous..(luckily i do not do something weird).Before rolling down to the next photo, please take a deep breath...(please follow my instruction or you will regret)




From the photo, You can see someone threathening me to stand up with er...six little pieces cute secret recipe's cake..why i know it is from secret recipe? Because it's my favorite!!!Therefore, I has no choice but to stand up in order to get a piece of that cake..*playing with fingers*..




They even sang me two birthday songs to increase my temptation to that cake..If you are able to look at my face in the photo below, you can actually understand and feel how much i love that cake..

I think I won't say much about this..the photo says everything..

That was really embarrassing to blow those candles using straw in public...but i love it!!

Jheng Jheng Jheng...my belated birthday cake with my name, "mama ling". Now i know why they don't wanna let me order the desserts in the menu..no wonder acting so weird la..

This Wai Chor..didn't i told you to behave yourself? We are hungry too..Please be patience...

Now these people are forcing me to say some speech with spoon..Thank you so much.I really couldn't phrase what i wanna say because i has too much to say. I love you guys. I can say that was really really suprising because i really never expected that. You guys say wanna see me cry..actually i did in my heart..People might think that was simple and normal but not for me.I think that was crazy great..

Who are they? They are my buddies who causes me a heart attack by giving me a super suprise and great belated birthday..or else they won't be able to suprise me...=pAgain, i want to say thanks to:

Li Theen : for lying to me saying they haven reach while i already saw Fan Sheng's car. Because i can recognise the "P" sticker stick on his car.

Fan Sheng : for fetching li theen to buy that lovely cake.Oh ya, also for being the camera man.=p

Wai Chor:for lying to me partially by saying that car is Fan Sheng's car by adding the "gua" at the back of the sentence when i asked him.

Lik Kwang:being the one who reach 1U earliest.

Soo Mei : for fetching me and Wai Chor to 1U and being very patience for Wai Chor's crazy"ness".

Thanks everyone for sacrificing their time for me instead of doing assignments.

The happy "wee wang wang".

It was indeed

Before forgetting about the sweet lil things that i had received for my birthday,i need to blog it all out here..

Yes, it was indeed a sweet, memorable,touching, and awesome birthday i ever had. Firstly, I need to say thank you to Dennis,to be the first to wish me. I also need to thanks Fan Sheng for calling me although he was msn'ing' with me during that time.Thanks for his flower,cake,Jason Mraz's song,candlelight dinner..(although just a candle but i assume it to be a candlelight dinner),and also a mysterious gift which i also dunno what is that.It came only with a box. Thanks Jonathan,Joachim,Wai teng, Daniel and also my sis for calling. Oh ya,due to the budget constraint, I get this from my sis..for the 'one stone kill 2 bird' purposes..

One for me and one for my dear..I'd always wanted this since the day i lost mine together with my phone.Consider as fulfilled one of my birthday wishes..=)

For those who sms'ed or msn'ed me, Kai sien, Alvin,Derice,Li Theen,Melvin,Ting Poh,Khang soon, Sok Zheng,Yeow Ching,Tian Yeong,Cheok Hoong,Wai teng,Julian,Chern,Wooi szen,Kian Ping,Chee Leong,Angela,Francesca,and also Dennis I'm here to say thousands of thanks to you guys..I'm sorry if i've missed out any of you. For those who wishes me face to face, er..Zhi Heng,Lik Kwang,Wai Chor,Soo Mei,Kian Ping,and many many more..sorry I couldn't remember all.

Lastly,also thanks for those who wrote on my wall in facebook..thanx thanx thanx and thanx..


as usual, saving the best for the last,thanx to my honey,darling,dear...for working full time for my birthday..
thanx for the cute,lovely and sweet Tiramisu cake..
Isn't it lovely? Awww...

and also for the necklace....




lastly, thanx for the dinner at.....

I did enjoy my birthday..It's simple yet memorable...thanks..



and the attached below is taken during valentine's day...hehe..randomly..



I'm looking forward for my next birthday..=)